dancingqueen188

I was practicing on my violin and SHE comes in the living room with her flute. This is the reason why I hardly practice at home. I ignore it at first but then she starts using my music. I try tollerating it and it works pretty well. Then she puts her book on the stand. I tell her "no" because I was playing first and then she trys to persuade me. My mom makes her put her music somewhere else. While playing my music through the violin my sister plays along with her flute. It's a different song but I don't care. However she's playing rather loudly and is sulking. I can see this from the corner of my eye. I continue playing a little louder to co

My eyes were damp. My vison was blurred. Everything was merged with one another making the world a mix of several different colors almost turning into one. My legs up agaisnt my chest protecting my heart from further damage. My heart however was already badly broken, torn into shreds. My face was hidden from everybody and everything. I had nothing. No strength, no dignity, no willpower, no hope. Completely empty. What happened? Why am I suddenly melancholy? What happened to all of my positivity? Why isn't anyone doing anything to help? I continued to cry. Holding my chest tightly.